i actually think your worse than tim now. Scott~ you have become sure a manwh*re, just like tim. Northup~ thanks for keeping me company in English, sorry about the whole jon thing Sarah~ i hope i get off work so we can go trickor treating, im sorry for all the things i've done to hurt you in the past (like the whole scott thing, i was being really selfish)ĭanielle~ your the greatest, whats bothering you? you kno you can always talk to me if you choose. Justina~ i love you with all my heart, dont forget about us.Īndrew~ work work work. I love youĬhristine~I'm so glad that we went to college together, i would be so lost without you. Jordan~ Thank you so much for everything, for loving me for who i am, for being yourself around me. just IM me (AIM) SweetiPie1236 or mariposa6321 and my MSN is love my friends to death: I love you Jordan, you are so wonderful, I couldn't have dreamt up someone better. Now i have an amazing boyfriend, Jordan Boeke, he has been just amazing, without him i would probably still be with my cheating fiance. But i'm over all that stuff now so my poems might not be as good as they were before. And it's times like those when u figure out who ur real friends are, and i just want to say thanks for being there for me. i either lose my friends because of my depression and they just don't want someone around them thats not peppy or always upbeat. Except for my eating habits and my cutting phase. My friends have always sorta supported stuff that i did/do. i've never really been that lucky when it came to love, my boyfriend either cheats on me, makes me fall for him and break my heart, or uses me to get over another girl.

I'm starting to consider talking to Bill again. It took a long time for me to open up to my mother and to connect with my brother. which is mostly in the family and love department. My life has always been sorta mixed up, or troubled.

20 years down n dirrty